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Pity
02:08
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You loveless fiend, I don't need your pity
I don't see how you could be so empty
This is what you do
Something I could really get used too
You stand there with you're passive aggression
and nothing better to do
dirty looks got nothing to prove
Your dirty looks got nothing prove
The only time I ever felt so alone
I spent watching his name light up on your phone
You're the farthest thing from home
You're the reason I'm stuck between
and loosing grip on reality
It was stupid to this you were perfect
stupid to think you were worth this
Don't wanna feel like this
this fucking constant pain
the lying in my head
I know I'm not the same
I'll never let you win
I'll never fucking change
You may have clipped my wing
but I'll never owe you a god damn thing
You're the reason I'm stuck between and loosing grip on reality
I've never been this far from home
I'm doing much better on my own,
here without you
I don't have to
feel so alone
I've never been this far from home
I'm doing much better on my own,
here without you
I don't have to
feel so alone
I'm so sick of this place
and getting stuck in between
whether or not this life is right for me.
And please take pity on me
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2. |
Sorry
03:08
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A lying little coward is all Ill ever be
I'm sure you know exactly what I mean
I promise I don't try to, be anything like you
I'm just trying to get some sleep
I close my eyes as I try speak the truth, but when I open my mouth nothing comes out
but a shadow of who I used to be
I'm so sick of who I am, and who I'm becoming
I always imagined my life would be filled with bliss
I never thought I'd be living like this
A lying little coward is all Ill ever be
I'm sure you know exactly what I mean
I promise I don't try to, be anything like you
I'm just trying to get some sleep
Don't make promises that you can never keep
I'm giving my all to be a better me
I'm more of a man than you'll ever be
I know one day you'll see
exactly what I mean
We are just the same
I've turned into the person I never want be
You and your lies are nothing but worthless to me
I'm just like you
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3. |
Memory
02:31
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Since you've been gone
everything has gotten harder
my heart has gotten smaller
And if I ever get close to that doctor
I'll grab him by the throat
and not let go until he chokes
When he asks "why"
I'll say "you're the reason she never made it out alive"
Your memory has more than faded
You left me cold and jaded
Now I'm so full hatred
Am I okay? You can't tell
I'm still living in this hell
I will vow
To remember that you're at peace now
Can you all just back
and leave me alone
I just wish I had the chance to show you
how much I've grown
I will keep you in my memory
And keep your love inside of me
I will keep you in my memory
I have overcome my demons
You're the reason I believe in
There's more to me than getting even
You told me to do what I needed to
When was the last time my skies were blue
I never said goodbye before I lost you
Am I okay? You can't tell
I'm still living in this hell
I will vow
to remember that you're at peace now.
I know this is for the better
This love is forever
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4. |
Scars
03:14
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You were always right,
I can't do anything,
I'm a failure at heart
and that's all I'll ever be
I know it's too late,
I can already see
That you're done with this,
and you're done with me
This is who I am
Who I want to be
I'll never hide my scars
Or be who you are
And lately I've been trying to understand
What you cant seem to comprehend
Don't you dare compare me to my father
Aren't you proud to be my mother
Im sorry you don't see, I'm who I should be
It's been years since I love you meant anything to me
I've let you down again
I lied straight to your face
When did you know?
That 18 years was a total waste
Please stop trying to change me
Now that I'm
truly happy
It's been years since I love you meant anything
Shut the fuck up, I don't want to fight
I want to make you proud, With my name up in lights
I'm all alone again
Just me and these monsters beneath my bed
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5. |
Afraid
02:50
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Life will knock you off your feet
but its our job to greet it with a right hook
to knock out its fucking teeth
I will never be afraid
Of what you have to say about me
I will continue to pursue what makes me happy
and there's not a fucking thing that you can do, to ever stop me
I might not live the perfect life, but it's mine to live
I'm in the place I am due to mistakes I made.
Just a wrong turn down a path that wasn't laid for me
I will never be afraid
Of what you have to say about me
I will continue to pursue what makes me happy
and there's not a fucking thing that you can do, to ever stop me
I might not live the perfect life, but it's mine to live
I'm done wasting my time on people
that never gave a single fuck
I'm done waiting for things to change,
when I can do this
all on my own
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