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Fall Apart
02:05
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I want to go back to the end
and take back every word I said
I know it's hard, I spent so much time loving you from a far
I still can't sleep, everytime I try
I remember
Your hair
Those lips
That face
and those eyes
I can't believe I let this fall apart
I regret every word I said
I take it back don't let this be the end
This would be my luck
I'm not ready to give you up
I just never want to give you up
This would be my luck
Fuck
I regret every word I said
I take it back don't let this be the end
I miss those eyes
I'm sorry I made you cry
I want to go back to the end
and take back every word I said
It's hard, I spent so much loving you from afar
I can't believe I let this fall apart
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Still Searching
00:54
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Back and forth
Still searching
I'm okay
Just learning
On a bed of lies I fucking lay
Every fucking day
Simply waiting for death to take my fucking place
What can I do to make the pain fade away
I keep running blind
from the horrors in my mind
at the time I'm trying to find
an answer to this maddess I've been
searching for years
and I got this far just to drown in my own fear
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Good Luck
01:19
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I know I'm not what you fucking want
Goodbye, Good luck I wish you the best
But I need to get a few things off of my chest
I look at you and it's hard to believe
there was a time you
meant something to me
You'll get the fate you deserve
I won't believe a word
You don't deserve to be happy
A liar and a fake
I was your mistake
I really hope he fucking hears this
A promise was something she could never keep
she stabbed you in the back when she was sleeping with me
Somethings never change
She stabbed you in the back when she was screaming my name
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4. |
Cutting Corners
01:59
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Shut up
You're 21
pissed off at everyone for ignoring your big mouth
Daddy's money can't save you now
Your love for this scene spreads like a disease
You are a disease
The golden hue of who I once knew makes me sick
You make me sick
You're so naive to think this is okay
at the end of the day
You've learned nothing
You make me sickkkkkkk
Never again will I need your crutch
you ruin everything you touch
We've got you up against the ropes
in the end you'll know what it really feels like to be...
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5. |
Go Figure
01:15
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I should have seen the signs
I could see it in your eyes
I was blinded by your beauty
A beautiful disguise
Swallow your pride
For the first time in your life
and see how selfish you can be
You think I'm a hypocrite
a lie no one would believe
You never tell the truth
and I'm living proof
What does that make you?
Hollow and cold
Just like the heart I once called my home
I know my past, is painted with black
I never thought I'd find my way back
You only care about you, Go Figure
I always knew it'd be you who pulled the trigger
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6. |
Man Enough
01:42
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I wake up in disgust that's just what they want
Every day is a struggle when there's no one to trust
Don't pretend
You were ever there until the end
you saw your chance
then you were gone
I persevere I taught myself to
There's nothing left here
and it's all because
because of you
I was so young when darkness filled my head
You better man up soon before you end up dead
Hate's a strong word, but it's all l've ever known
You never cared, and it really fucking shows
I hate you, and the relationship we had
You'll never be my dad
I tried to forget the awful things you said
Fuck you, Am I man enough yet?
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7. |
Always Wrong
01:24
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I've got this knot in my throat and it won't let me breathe
So many words, such little meaning
Why won't you wake me up and tell me I'm dreaming
I'd sacrifice every fiber in my being
For the chance to choose my place
A slave to you, I will remain
I loved them more than they could ever know
A love I never learned to show
I'm gonna be here if you life it or not
Someone has to stop this
Giving up is no longer an option
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8. |
Keep Running
01:30
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Keep running your mouth
I will always feed off your negative energy
You act like I've never been wounded like this before
I'll never forget how many times
you fucking saved my life
Thank you for everything you never did for me
Thank you for showing me how to get out
I never knew how strong I could be
You'll never know how much that means to me
you not as friendly as you seem
You have no respect for anyone
I don't need you
I'm so fucking done
Keep Running Your Mouth
I would love to live in a world of peace
but as it seems
that's not fucking happening
I'm not here for your entertainment
I'm standing here to prove you all wrong
I finally found where I belong
With my friends, standing strong
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9. |
Never Enough
01:57
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I know you go where ever you go
I'll never see that you'll never leave
It's been 3 years since that night
And I'm really scared she won't make it out this time
She's had it with this fucking life, full of empty promises and shattered dreams
I try to push through and kill her doubt but I always come out so fucking empty
Take my hand
if you never heard it before, you're worth more
than that rope
around your throat
Take my hand
we will make it together
through all our fear
we will make it out
Alive
I don't want you to die tonight
I know you're tired of searching for daylight
Ending your life won't make you a hero
But I'll call your bluff
I'm sorry my best was just never enough
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Slip Away
00:51
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It's safe to say, I watched myself slip away
Blinded by those who never cared
I never thought I'd see the end of this year
I make the worst decisions
It's what I do and I have my reasons
So mind your own fucking business
I've had enough
I've fucking had enough
Why should I wait for someone to help me
When I'll just go numb
I've still never felt better
What if I can't keep it together
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Your Voice
01:40
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It's been almost 5 years and not a thing has changed
When I hear the word perfect all I think is your name
My heart stops when you whisper, I love you
Then I wake up in cold sweat and that feeling vanished slowly
and the sound of you laughing fades to white noise
And I'm left sitting on the edge of my bed thinking
I'd kill to hear your voice
I can taste the distance in every kiss
I don't know what love is and I never did
But you were my scapegoat
instill me with all your hope
I'll be there
even though you don't care
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12. |
From Nothing
01:47
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I wasted all my time
I didn't come this far to be left behind
Bruised, bloody, and barely breathing
I won't give up till my heart stops beating on
I'm only ever judged by my failures
nothing seems to work in my favor
and that's when
I prayed I was dead
asking a god to bring me an end
to all my worries, fear, and doubt
the same night I learned to trust myself
but its still hard
to move forward with your life
when you look failure in the face every fucking day
it's still hard
You try but can barely speak
I know you too well
I can tell what your thinking
You can't save me from sinking
So drown me in love
We all have to die from something
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